Hello 2010, bye-bye 2009!!

I have another less than a week to finish up my so called project paper (chp 1 till 3 only)~ duh!! I know it's procratinating! Believe me I'm trying my best to work on it! Sorry mam!........(puppy eyes)

Okay....

Since we have only 1 day and not so many hours left before New Year comes in, I'm very glad that I can made it this far. I mean, my health, my result, my relationship, my family and friends, and all wishes that I have made back than, early 2009, has finally fulfilled. Thank you for all your supports, help, warmth and care, without them I cudn't possibly get what I want. ^-^

Then.....

Im welcoming you year 2010! Let's find the challenges that I need to face, and we'll see whether Im strong enough to fight u back!

To all friends and members that have known me for years, or just now, Im wishing u all a very Happy New Year, a very promising life and health, and may God bless us all....=)

Love ya,

Feeza.

May God Saves Us All

In the midst of time where some parts of the worlds are suffering from the unavoidable and deadly disasters, I pray to God that we all will be saved and I am really grateful to Him for the opportunities and chances He gaves to me that I am still alive, still here, breathing the clean air, knowing that my families and friends are all save, and I still be able to continue my daily uninteresting live....

O God I thank you for Your blessing and love....

Please loves us all and saves us from whatever disasters, sickness, and evilness....

Amin...

Violets are Blue

Violets are Blue

by James Patterson

D. C. Detective Alex Cross has seen a lot of crime scenes. But even he is appalled by the gruesome murders of two joggers in San Francisco's Golden Gate Park, killings that look more like the work of savage beasts than humans. Local police are horrified and even the FBI is baffled. Then, as Cross is called in to take on the case, the carnage takes off, leaving a trail of bodies across America and sweeping him to Savannah, Las Vegas, New Orlans, Los Angeles, as his nemesis, the merciless criminal known as the Mastermind, stalks him, taunts him, and once again, threatens everything he hold dear....

Want to know more, grab it and start reading yaw!

Happy reading :)

Rating: 3 1/2 stars (out of 5 stars)

You've Been Warned -- Don't Look...

You've Been Warned

Don't Look...

by James Patterson & Howard Roughan

This morning I went to campus to watch my housemate's preliminary rounds for Independent Day's debate cup. Then I dropped by at the level 1 library and borrowed 3 novels, hehehe...yay! Actually I wanted to borrow more, but my bag was already full...so, I took 3 only...heh~

Okay, this is one of the novels and I've finished reading it this evening, around 6.40 p.m. I like James Patterson's writing. Why? It's thrilling, making me do guesses, some juicy and exciting stuffs, and many other factors. You want to know more? Read it yourself :P

Here is the summary of the so called "You've Been Warned" ;

Struggling to make ends meet, photographer Kristin Burns work full time as the nanny for the wealthy Turnbull family. When her pictures are considered by an elite Manhattan art gallery, it seems she might finally get her career started. But, Kristin has a major distraction -- forbidden love...awww...The man of her dreams is almost hers for keeps. Breathless with an inexhaustible passion and the excitement of being within reach of her goals, Kristin ignores all signs of catastrophe brewing. Fear exists for a reason. And Kristin can dismiss the warnings for just so long. Searching desperately for the truth through the lens of her camera, she can only hope that it is not too late....

Happy reading!

Rating : 3 1/2 stars (out of 5 stars)

Sometimes Love Can be Murder...

YOU KILL ME

by Alison Gaylin

"Sometimes love can be murder"

This is my book that ive been reading now. Ive bought it, ermm...last semester eh? Why it must be thriller, murder, killer?? Why? I guess it can help satisfying my hunger for crimes...hahaha...well, it's reading a book! You can just imagine what you want without any restriction. :P

Okey, this is how the story goes: Samantha Leiffer has witnessed a murder and was nearly killed for doing so, and her life is never quite the same again. Her ex-boyfriend is being weird, and her current boyfriend, not forget to mention the sexy, strong Det. John Krull (awww!), seems to be receding further and further into himself, and the more Samantha tries to get back to reality, the more it seems there is still something strange lingering in the chilly New York air.

But when someone unknown hands her a note on the street warning her of danger ahead, the freakiness has gone too far. The big question is, is Samantha losing it completely, or is her life spiralling into danger again?

Well, I'm not going to tell you the ending...:P

You have to grab and read it for yourself!

Happy reading yaw!

Rating : 3 stars (out of 5 stars)

sleepy night...but still....

Im sleepy...but yay! i managed to upload these pictures...well, these are some of my things in my little world that i see and treasure everyday...

i have my brown teddy, my playground, a pen, notes, benq joybook, books, bottle, mobilephone, usb port, miniature,....

my new handphone accessorie...i made it myself...huhu

my new broadband...u better serve me properly kay!

my playground...tanx wawa, ina, and zira...=)

my shelves...

short term desire....novels...a lot of novels filling in my shelves...huhuhu

:P

bad weather

yesterday evening i went back to my hometown,

driving non-stop for about 2 1/2 hours and it was tiring

but i like the feeling of going back to my real place...

along the way, especially from melaka to muar, there was fog,

well, not actually fog but white haze everywhere...

even though i had my aircond on and the windows locked,

i cud feel that ive started getting sore throat...

things getting worst each time, i hope this condition will end soon...

Happy birthday!

Happy birthday to me! =D

Tanx for all the wishes... I really appreciate all of them...thanx guys!

Hope that my life will have a happy ending...:)

Love u all!

feeza

good bye!

ive been so stupidly loyal to you for a year,
ive given you the money you wanted,

i took care of you,

ive never set my eyes onto others, other than you.

but this is the way you repay all things that i did for you??

im pissed!

i'll get a new one, and good bye to you!

nisfu syaaban

buku baru dah dapat...mudah2an aku jadi lebih baik

dan bisnes makin maju...

amin...

at last!!

ive finished reading THE MANHATTAN HUNT CLUB...

wew...it was a new experience for me...i dont hv any idea people could even live in subways...i mean not just subways...deeper...and there is hunting party down there...huh...

you should read it urself...^-^

Where is the safety and confidentiality?

This morning I read the newspaper and came across a news that made me somehow feel pity, curious, nervous, afraid, wonder, etc. It was about a couple of husband and wife, planning to buy their own house after for so many years working hard but suddenly, the money they had been saving all this time to buy their OWN HOUSE was dissapeared! (they have been living in a rented house al this while)

The story was they went to withdraw their KWSP money and then banked in it in one of the local bank in their town. The day after that, they went to the bank to withdraw the money in order to buy a house. Unfortunately for them, they couldn't because their account money had only RM12 something left. They had been told that their money had been transferred to another account in Indonesia by using online banking. The funny thing was, they didn't know anything about online banking and never register for it! So, how the hell something like this is happening to them?!

Dush! Then I think, "Aisyehhh....I've my own account bank and still have a little money in it....Is my money save out there? Should I take them all and stuff it under my pillow??What will happen if I'm the victim???"

The investigation I believe is still on...pity them...it was all their hard work. All they wanted is to buy some happiness and comfort...but some people who don't know the meaning of real hardship took it away from them...

I mean, what will you do if you are your family's backbone, then you are working with small salary or big or whatever but that is the only source of your family, and then suddenly your husband/wife/kid is really sick i.e. having brain cancer, and need money for the treatment, and when you go to the bank to take all your money that you know is not enough, and being told that your money is gone and there is nobody to help you, and you know without money the life of your husband/wife/kid cannot be saved??!

I don't know how will I feel if that situation is happening to me...dear God, I pray I will not be the victim...amin...

There's actually many cases like this, but what and where is the solution? What's the government and the bank's do to overcome this?? They are all smart people up there, what are they doing right now?

I just want to know, can I, as a citizen of my beloved country, get the answer and appropriate help if something like this is happening to me, or to any other citizens?

And for those who have made this crime, please, stop it right now. I do believe in karma, and I've faith in my God.

What you give, you'll get back eventually...

May Allah bless you...

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It was a shocking news when I heard that Yasmin Ahmad is gone forever...

I've nothing more to say....

For Yasmin's family and friends....be strong...

May Allah bless her soul and put her amongst those who are blessed there....

Al-Fatihah for Yasmin Ahmad and those who you loved that have returned to HIM....

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What will you do if....

What will you do if...(and y??)

1. You're urgently need to go to the restroom and suddenly there's a really, really hot boy/girl ask for a direction?

2. You wake up late and you are late for a meeting and it's very urgent, and to make matter worst, you forget that your car is still in workshop?

3. You're extremely hungry and your stomach is singing loudly, and during that time you are in a lift, with a girl/boy that you hv crushed on standing besides you?

4. You are moneyless and seriously not a coin left in your pocket, and suddenly the boy/girl you really like ask you out?

5. You hate, I repeate, really hate, a poyo+gedik+arrogant girl/boy, but one day a girl/boy that is well known to her/his poyo+gedik+arrogantness ask your phone number and later she/he ask you out?



will be continued later kay.....

me, myself, and unexpected holidays

I don't think today is the best day that I ever through in my life...

the problems that I thought is gone...but it's not...

shit....

sorry.......

wosshhhhh...suddenly i received a message,...urmmm it was many messages actually,

that we are in hols mode rite now...gosh...i can't even think of what to do to fill in my time,

well, despite the fact that I've sooooo bloody many works to do...ngeeee~

I am not happy....geez...

But still hoping I will not run out of smiles....

and going back to kampung will be the best plan i can make right now...

I'm writing this, and my mind lingering around those people who I care most but they

are not here anymore....

I should appreciate my life more...because I can only live once, feel all the feelings once, and die once...

I've been searching for the right and true person since ages, but I know God knows better than I am...I ask from Him a person, He gives me a family... I ask him a small little happiness, He gives me the biggest one that I can never imagine to ask for,...that is a CHANCE to live and have the whole happiness in life...

I'm not a good writer, nor a great person, but I am a human... and I know that we are the same...

I'm telling to myself, as you read this, you should be proud of who you are, once more, because you manage to live a happy live till today...

forget those sad and uneasiness, don't waste your time on it...

learn to live with it, and appreciate everything you have gone through...

because you may not know, the time that you will loose the chance to live a day once again...

The Manhattan Hunt Club

Title: The Manhattan Hunt Club

Writer: John Saul

Genre: Thriller, suspense, love

Since I don't really know what to do now, I want to introduce you a book that is in my possession and I'm eagerly but slowly is trying to finish reading it....

huhu...this novel is about a promising future of NY City College student Jeff Converse has suddenly been shattered by a nighmarish turn of events. He is falsely convicted of a brutal crime and Jeff feels that his life is vanishing before his own eyes. But someone actually has another plan for him, in far more deadlier place than any penitentiary. He finds himself beneath the teeming streets of Manhattan, in a hidden landscape of twisting tunnels and forgotten subterranean chambers. He is not alone. The pitch-dark tunnels and abandoned subway stations are haunted by the unmistakable sounds of predators in search of game. Someone has made this foresaken civilization beneath the city a private killing ground....and unluckily for Jeff, the hunt is on....huhuhu....so, for those action thriller readers, y don't u grab this book and start your adventure?

happy reading guys!!

:)

Rating : 4 stars (out of 5 stars)

topics for research

alamak!!! pe topic aku nak pilih nie???? adoiiiiii!!!!!

erm...that's the words that linger in my dumb head right now...

awww....topics, what is the area that i like??

i don't know.... oww sucks!

tick...tick...tick...i'm thinking.................

tick...tick...

tick....

tick.....................

ooo gosh...

tis is my lil sis pretending to be sleeping

it must be heaven to be her....

don't hv to squeeze and marinate my brain...ngeeee

omg!!! i can smell something burning....

er....is that my brain???

lovely picture isn't it?

green and red and nature cure my sick brain....

y is it always brain??

i don't know....

geez...what am I writing???

me, my desk, n my books

These are some of the things that I have on my study desk....

er....the brochure??? I have many more of them...:)

These are books that I bought from Thai Kuang's clearance...hahaha...

for book lovers, hurry guys!!!!

I love books....

It can make me happy by knowing Ive books waiting

for me to be opened and read....

uhuhu....

I want to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince....

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so many things to write...

i've so many things to write but ive pretended to be busy...

(well actually im lazy and lazy...no other best reason...:P)

yesterday i bought a choclate cake and it was yummy...

i envy people who know how to bake cakes n biscuits...

i'm suck at it...ooo gosh...

can u imagine the muffins that i baked turned into biscuits???

i really happening to me....

dear God....y?????

this is the choc cake...yummy...hehehe...

so my new hope + ambition

learn to bake cakes n muffins...the real cake n muffin

not something else...huhu

next thing....

I dont know...

this semester is tough man....

I need to get moving....

hope can make myself cheerful all the time...

long live fiza!!!!

n i want to update my mini shoppe blog...

ive some other collection....

but as i told earlier,

ive soo many excuses....sheesh....

:p

p/s: u wont get moving if u r lazy.

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I am clueless

that's my stuff...im burning movies and songs,...

this morning i went to class and heard that H1N1 has infected one

of the freshies...waaaa...bahaye gile....my first thought...

but I believe that everything is still under control...hopefully...

I want to write more but it seems my brain has reach it's limit for now...

therefore,I'm clueless...why???I don't know....huh~

do we love our environment??

Environment

we touch the blue sky

but it is not real

it is just will be be your dream

stop dreaming, and dreaming

about the health of environment

stop thinking that you're care about it

because you are not

you made the air, water, sound pollution

you make the Earth hotter

but you blame the Earth and another

but dont't you think that your blame

also is a pollution?

you make a false

but you will never admit it

so please, take care of the environment

don't just blame another people

or you will be in trouble

yourself...

by Imah, July 2009.

*she is my lil sis...even though she is still young, what she wrote

was something she sees in everyday life...and kids aren't cheaters....

Who Am I?

*found this on web

I'm feeza

22 years old...as in now

the oldest

girl (please, I am a girl)

love sweet, milk, spicy, mom's cooking

hate sickness (who does??)

happily in relationship..hehe

like money and money and money

can be trusted...hopefully

don't blame people who doesn't like me (who cares??)

like movies, books (especially novel)

robot i like like most, bumblebee

robot i respect most, optimusprime

people i value most, my family

friends are important

not very bright in studies

not really into theories

love to think

hard to tell

.................................

i know what i want

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have 3 best roomates ever, wawa, ina, zira ;D

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what else????

friends

all my classmates....

u guys rock!!

my ex-school mates....

yatie

lizajafri

lail

lizahassan

iza

dina

fatin

my ex housemates at morten...

love n miss u all

thats' it for now.....~

;)

back home~

im home right now...hehehe...jgn jeles...

wht's up with this pics??

hehe...it's my lil sis drawing.....

im going to keep it till she's as big as me now...

wht happen now will be something so memorable...

huuuu~

Stephen Krashen

"Language acquisition does not require extensive use of conscious

grammatical rules, and does not require tedious drill."

-Stephen Krashen-

In some parts it's true...

for the first language, I think that we are conscious and unconsciously

know how, where, and when to apply grammatical rules,

and drills as in practices....it some how have its own part in

helping someone to require the language...

but how bout second languages?

what do you think???

Beauty

Tadi I bought a small size soap of EUMORA...

it costs me bout RM90...huhuhu...

why again??? coz i want to make my face clean...

hahaha....they said it's a good product...is it???

we'll wait and see....

ngeee.....

beauty is painful and costly...

heh....

Every month is painful~

I'm suffering right now...whoaaaaa.....sakitnyerrr.....huhuhuhu...sedey....be tough girl!!

Suffer??? what? are u ill or something?? well, it's the girl's thing....

why am i writing this???? i don't know~ heheh....

7 things I desired most

1.life

2.money

3.cars

4.houses

5.family

6.beauty

7.brain

well, it's my choice...u???

Celcom Broadband

tis is my modem...ive been using celcom broadband for a year...sometimes it dissapoint me...

but thanks to her, ive managed to do all my works...